Saturday, February 14, 2009

Cold Comfort


There is still snow on the ground. The air may be warming but the shade is not. This lack of urgency to begin to return to "normal " has been a strong sense in the overall temperament of the UK. Reluctant school teachers and needless to say, school children, hope that the days of winter would continue; as the hours edge closer to the half-term school break. The weather induced apathy may be snow induced, but the chilling financial crisis and the deepening gloom of recession forebodingly lurking in the background has a sense of fateful eeriness.

I too watch the slow, inevitable creep toward recession with bewildering unease as I contemplate my personal situation and that of my business and charity. The battle for survival in these harsh times is made even more pronounced by the current stage of the business and charity. The care training business (Aide de Vie) has a wonderful opportunity to capitalise on the trend toward more home-based care work and the ageing population with commensurate age related illnesses. We (Aide de Vie) are motivated to improve care quality by improving training quality. The government, distracted by financial gloom, speaks empty words and seeks only to lower expenditure. They do this through devolving responsibility for care to the end users who don't really appreciate the subtlety of care standards but only know the effects of poor quality care. This will eventually result in a slide of care standards and consequent "dumbing down" of the care industry.

As a person receiving 24hr care I am acutely aware of how my happiness and well-being are affected by the quality and professionalism of the person/s providing the care. The relationship is sensitive to the interaction of the care giver and care receiver This relationship is underpinned by knowledge. Knowledge needs to be gained through experience and training. Unless standards are enforced and monitored, professionalism will not result.

So Aide de Vie must succeed and must grow. It's a battle too big for 1 small startup and it needs a voice or supporter at a higher level in government.

Open Roads, our charity with the aim of "Changing the perception of disability " has an equally difficult task to establish itself in the current environment. Budgets are cut and charity is the first to suffer as we struggle on only on the strength of the active members.

Saturday, February 07, 2009

Dancing in the snow

The waves wash over me, thoughts, feelings, regrets
Hope so elusive like the flash of sunlight off a a passing car.
Music is both comfort and tormenting feather
The sun shines bright on the remaining patch of snow
I am caught, trapped, by the body which once lived free
Mind Body and Spirit in a dance to the end.

Still beautiful snow



Friday, February 06, 2009

Snow in February?






Taken over the last 2 days these pictures show my garden and street under a white blanket. The last time I saw snow like this was in the Antarctic!

Sunday, February 01, 2009

The road forward.

There are many choices we make in life. Some are good and some are bad. Choices made out of Fear, Obligation or Guilt often lead to results will are not in our best interests. I found I can live with a choice made for the right reason even if it means hardship and pain in the short term. After all physical pain has a beginning and end. Emotional pain can last for a lifetime.

I am in a wheelchair, paralysed below my neck with enough movement to press a button. I choose to go on each day even though the discomfort and pain are unbearable at times and leave me exhausted and on the verge of tears some days. I choose to go on though it is easier to rest and relax. It will not satisfy my soul to idle my time away. I can't do much but I will do what I can.

I am considering some post graduate studies and will be seeing dean of social science on Wednesday to explore possibilities.

If you have been following the fortunes Open Roads our charity. You will know from a a previous post (Christmas tipple) that Open Roads wants to change the perception of disability. We are planning to launch this charity to the community on the 7th April. If you would like to attend please write to info@openroads.org.uk In addition, please let me know if you can suggest a web designer who can help with a new website.

Oh yes take a peak at a view of my home through my Webcam see link on the link list to the right.