"Hate" is a strong word. I never use it lightly. It can be consuming.It can rot you away from the inside. It takes your clarity and objectivety. It drowns out your life.

But I hate this empty existence. Unable to love and to be a part of life. Floundering on the edges with only memories.

I have loved. I have been loved. My love has gone. No longer by my side.

All I ever wanted was to be loved. Totally. Completely.

Hate.