I know my posts are a bit weird and depressive, but I am low man. People don't know me, I'm just the "tragic friend "about which you can talk about. "Have you heard about Julius? He is in a wheelchair "

I would not recommend this as a path to character building. I think I have enough character!

But, God help me, it's lonely. When people write to me it's like an invisible hand. Reassuring me.

Someone I love said that they only have 20 years of fun left. I never thought about that. I am too busy struggling with today.