I never really finished my post on Monday. I was interrupted by the doorbell. It was my friend John. We had some tea and a long talk. Poor chap is suffering with stress and just needs to talk and I can't do much, so I listen.

I was going to write about the few weeks I spent here with my mother and brother. We had 2-3 weeks together. There was an overlap with my kids, when they spent a few days here. This was a very busy time and we have never all been together for such a long time. The really enjoyed themselves and I felt they bonded well with the family.

So I have never really recovered from the time of frenzy! Now I have to focus every moment on my business future or I just won't recover my momentum.

I feel very afraid. I am not sure I can do this. I need such different characteristics to the diy mentality I currently try to work with.

I have 3 business ideas I am toying with, the current consultancy, a small consumer product, and a business with disabled people to offer business advice, and products for disability living.